Thursday, January 31, 2013

throw me a bone.


until now maybe.
we'll see.
it's about connecting with the right person
at the right timing.
and i'm confident that what is supposed to be will be.
but would like to inject the statement
"LIVE IN THE MOMENT"
and that here and now is all there is.
the future will come and it too will be.
regardlessly.

if there's fun to be had, then have it.
if there's love to give, then give it.
life is life.
and moments shared is all there is.
all it's about to me anyway.
living. and learning.
wholeHARTedly.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

boys 2 men A, B, C, BBD


art will always be my #1 love.





 



I'm a daddy's girl thru and thru
And my dad's a real dudely dude
Put together two and two.

At 20 we met
Too much too quick
And ultimately it came
Time to find me. 

Tyler Jordan. 
He knows who he is.
What he becomes someday 
I'm dying to see. 

Acquaintances then friends and adventure ensued. 
Quick and intense with lots of randomness. 

Here's to spontaneity:
Bound for life with a matching heart and scissors tattoo. 
From a single drop a waterfall grew
And a revolution of happy-love-crafty steadily did bloom.

Philippe is my bunny
Me his Bambi
And though distance came between us. 
It wasn't a bad thing. 

Dan was a test 
Where I imposed myself. 
Lesson learned:
Laugh at yourself
And just have fun. 

Words can't describe 
What he made me feel inside
Though through mountains of artwork
I've certainly tried. 

Intensely intense
Just like me
But in the end
Is this a good thing?

mixing business with pleasure fogs my brain and makes me crazed. 

Dr. Gillett is a curious creature.
A punkrock kid turned professional
Living out his dream
Beautifully.

Nobody I've met has as dedicated a work ethic 
To doing what's right
With love in his eyes 
And a bright smile white.

the slowest motion friendship 
that ever did exist. 
no doubt like 
a bright beam of dark light. 

The end
A new beginning.

The soundtrack to this post:
Though the imagery is somewhat disturbing,
and I'd suggest listening without watching, 
I enjoy that this blog is becoming quite complex. 
Welcome to my brain. 
Indulge me. Please. 





Tuesday, January 29, 2013

for crying out loud alicia...


half the time i take life waaayyyyy to0 seriously.
the other half i think about wanting to be slapped silly.
1/2 + 1/2 = hole
no?

Monday, January 28, 2013

caught with my pants down purposefully


because why not?
i've just published my first book.
it's photos of me peeing on the side of the road.
no joke. but yes, it's a bit silly.
get your mind outta the gutter.
it's 100% innocent.
ideal for coffee tables everywhere.
want one? let me know!
pretty please...

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

what's with this weather ?!


i love that it's 70 in the middle of january.

live in the moment y'all.
if it's sunny, get out there and play
or at least don't sit in the shade.
unless you're sensitive to the sun. 
then the shade's a-okay!

either way...
happiness makes you glow all pretty. 
<3 <3 <3

Monday, January 21, 2013

holy crap!


i found this pic through a friend's facebook page.
the handstand lady is 36 and an attorney.
who would have thought?
breaking stereotypes.
a hot body is a key to success.
to look good yes
but also for the mental clarity gained by flushing out toxins
working out
is what it's about.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

now we're talkin' business


it's pretty much all i want to do.

BOOM!

the first day since i started on january 3 that i didn't get post a pic of the day. oopsie. 

hope this post was worth the wait. 
i think she's real pretty anyway. 
would you disagree?

writing and art is pretty much all this girl could ever ask for, apart from travel and yoga and cuddling someone cute.

Friday, January 18, 2013

Canon David


I'm so into my nephew Canon. He's such a stud- super cute, smart, funny, not to mention sweet and sensitive too. What happens to dudes over the next quarter of a century to make them how they are in their 20s-30s? Life's complexities. I suppose though it's what makes finding love and companionship all the more beautiful.  I'm excited about what the future holds...
More art, for sure, is on the way.
Some risqué.
Please be warned.

Thursday, January 17, 2013


Today, wearing my yoga pants, zipper hoodie and tennies as an all day outfit, I realized I may be best suited for sporty outdoorsy environments. Preferably surrounded by lumberjackesque, flannel plaid shirt wearing bearded dudes. What this has to do with a caged parrot I know not. But in my heart I feel it's true. 

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

life's a beach.

the sea. the ocean's breeze. water. wind. wide open space. countryside. fresh air. adventure. i crave these things.what can i say? it's human nature that's inside of me.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

what i live to do.


sean is a wanderer. 
a dude without a home because it's what he chooses. 
a poet. with blue eyes and shaggy blonde hair. 
sitting on the bench 
hoodie and trench
my first thought was that he looked like kurt cobain
a poem he wrote
upon meeting me
. . .
chemistry. 
the eyes are a window to the soul i know. 

Monday, January 14, 2013

seriously.

i thrive on pressure. if days are too easy where is the adventure. 
for some it's enough to wake, work, eat dinner, tv. 
but me, i need more. 
greater risk results in greater reward. 
the golden rule of business ownership. 
work has been my life for the last 10 years. 
a commitment i'm invested in and committed to.
this is what love is. 

put it all on the line. 
be silent. 
listen. 
the heart knows the way
where the mind might not. 

love fully. 
love intensely. 
love with all your heart. 
love love love. 
and your eyes will show it. 

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PSA: valentine's day is one month from today. 
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Sunday, January 13, 2013

one of my all time favorite pics and cheesiness


when we were friends i put this together
and had it printed on a golf towel for him.
does he golf? no. i don't think so.
but he's an adventurer
and a towel can come in handy.

Friday, January 11, 2013

shine bright

instincts are misleading
you shouldn't think what you're feeling
they don't tell you what you know you should want.
-Death Cab for Cutie



Thursday, January 10, 2013

intense.

it's how i like to live.  test your limits.

in·tense
1. Possessing or displaying a distinctive feature to an extreme degree: the intense sun of the tropics.
2. Extreme in degree, strength, or size: intense heat.
3. Involving or showing strain or extreme effort: intense concentration.
4a. Deeply felt; profound: intense emotion.
4b. Tending to feel deeply: an intense writer.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

this is true. it is.
i'm interested in taking on new projects.
anything crafty and marketable i'm likely up for.
yes! let's do this.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

This is here this is now...

I feel kinda lazy posting only plain pics but am running out of time in the day and don't have time to get these printed and do more art on top. And for some reason am being called to Live In The Moment. So I did. And here it is!

Monday, January 7, 2013

Happy Monday!
This blog for me is about accountability and following through.
What is it that you want to do?
Decide.
Then do.
And just like that it's done, hun.

yesterday was a quiet day on the blog front as i forgot to post. didn't forget but got busy. and then time slipped away.

crazy how days/weeks/months/years slip by and people fade out of our busy lives if we let them.
who's worth holding onto? who inspires you? who is a good person through and through?
even if they're in your heart constantly and on your mind occasionally, knowing so is nice to hear.

Saturday, January 5, 2013

here it is! the pic of today.
by "today" i mean yesterday. saturday, january 5.
sorry it's late...

buttttt apparently it wasn't because my blog is set on pacific time.
is the universe trying to tell me something?
should i be living on the coast in california?
or in portland, oregon.

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Thursday, January 3, 2013



Today's the day. Literally. The only Thursday, January 3, 2013 we've ever seen and will ever experience from here on out. A little baby piece of history. What are you going to make of it?

I feel like a female Andy Warhol of the 21st century. I meet stimulating dudes and then my brain explodes creatively. Currently I'm into OkCupid as a means to meet these guys. Love in a monogamous relationship, as this site I'm sure intends, I haven't found. But I'm proud to announce I've been very much inspired. And for me right now that's what I'm after. Though yes, I do see and and sense the desire to find a special someone to be my partner in crime. Everything in due time. The master plan I trust wholeheartedly.

Tuesday: January 1, 2013

Welcome to my photo blog.
I plan to upload a new pic every day of 2013.
My B for beginning a couple days late.
Hope your day is happy!