Monday, December 30, 2013

Love is all there is



Life didn't play out as this picture says. 
Or maybe it did. 

Near or far, wherever you are
Tommy Popeye Papows
YOU are always in my heart.  

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Mare-y Me





mare is an adult female horse or otherequine.[1]
In most cases, a mare is a female horse over the age of three, and a filly is a female horse age three and younger. However, inThoroughbred horse racing, a mare is defined as a female horse more than four years old. The word can also be used for other female equine animals, particularly mules and zebras, though a female donkey is usually called a "jenny." A broodmare is a mare used for breeding. A horse's female parent is known as its dam.

brood
verb
verb: brood; 3rd person present: broods; past tense: brooded; past participle: brooded; gerund or present participle: brooding


  1.      (of a bird) sit on (eggs) to hatch them.
  2. synonyms:incubate, hatch More
    "once the eggs are laid, the male broods them"
    • (of a fish, frog, or invertebrate) hold (developing eggs) within the body
  3. (of silence, a storm, etc.) hang or hover closely.
    "a winter storm broods over the lake"

my ex always said my spirit animal is a horse- strong and powerful yet elegant, regal, graceful

after our breakup i started to explore more crazy ideas
for a bit now i've entertained the idea of having a set of twins. 
from test tubes. 
two different fathers. 
incubating in my body at once. 
as an experiment. 
we'll see. 

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Cinderella dressed in yella




...went upstairs to kiss a fella.
made a mistake and kissed a snake.
how many doctors did it take?

i'd say three

just to be safe

Monday, December 23, 2013

Sex Symbol





I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.



Saturday, December 21, 2013

Me So Hungry








there's no need..

hugs are easy and calorie free
but for the best burger in Big D
try 303grill on a sunday

Friday, December 20, 2013

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Scorpio tendencies

i googled scorpio tendencies and this tumblr site arrived-
http://scorpiotendencies.tumblr.com/

as well as this general information-
http://www.astrology-online.com/scorpio.htm

the pursuit of figuring myself out.
i'm intense and sexual. and as of late am very repressed.

an orgy i wouldn't turn to. no. i don't think i could handle it.
too much loose skin and body insecurity for that.
on a positive note though i've taken up swimming.
lap after lap after lap after lap as a natural attempt to trouble shoot.

What happened to me-

And why?
Where am I going?
Where have I been?
Is the end when life begins ?
Is it forever you don't want to be friends?

Thursday, December 5, 2013

beauTIFul you


My sweet friend Tiff Taff is embarking on adventure and starting a new chapter of her life story in Asheville, NC. She's one of the most beautiful spirit's i've ever encountered.

MUST. VISIT. HER.

No doubt about. 

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

NiTF

cum in ones eyes make them red as a night sky.  i know this because once instead of ass i chose face. 

the band on the other hand,
has nothing to do with me.
it's simply their name. Not in The Face
a subliminal warning to young ladies, maybe..
rather blunt actually

for sure worth being seen. 

Yards of Tard

Blue Belle


i joked tonight that i'm good in short bursts. 
it's why i love traveling.
strangers strangers everywhere.
spreading a few moments of sheer cheer. 
then move along, because long term
it isn't sustainable. 
the intensity in which i feel. 

is this for real?
am i being real?
what is real?

re·al 1  (rl, rl)
1.
a. Being or occurring in fact or actuality; having verifiable existence: real objects; a real illness.
b. True and actual; not imaginary, alleged, or ideal: real people, not ghosts; a film based on real life.
c. Of or founded on practical matters and concerns: a recent graduate experiencing the real world for the first time.
2. Genuine and authentic; not artificial or spurious: real mink; real humility.
3. Being no less than what is stated; worthy of the name: a real friend.
4. Free of pretense, falsehood, or affectation: tourists hoping for a real experience on the guided tour.
5. Not to be taken lightly; serious: in real trouble.
6. Philosophy Existing objectively in the world regardless of subjectivity or conventions of thought or language.
7. Relating to, being, or having value reckoned by actual purchasing power: real income; real growth.
8. Physics Of, relating to, or being an image formed by light rays that converge in space.
9. Mathematics Of, relating to, or being a real number.
10. Law Of or relating to stationary or fixed property, such as buildings or land.

Try Wild




Lovely is the glow of those in love with the life they live. 


Out to Find


First things first
Love yourself
Live beauty
Love nature
The trees birds flowers bees
Then your neighbor as yourself
Loving love will set you free. 

I love taking pictures on the side of the road peeing...

Apple Pie

Along my journey I've dated, OkCupided, if you will..
Too much too quick 
lets just be friends, 
too much connection, memories, intimate time shared.  
black and white, 
all or nothing.
Infatuator. Infatuatee.

Am i "that crazy chick"?
Funny to think. 
No doubt it's true. 
I'm intense. Passionate

These dudes. 

It's what fuels my drive to produce art. Provide me a feeling of being something more than a consumer shell.